Sunday, 13 June 2010

While I was sleeping...

The funny thing about being depressed is - I am completely oblivious of it until it's over.

Usually my response to stress is sex, masturbation and sex, sleeping and sex. Sex.

The near-endless hospital visits left me feeling physically deflated and mentally exhausted.  My libido was still in place, yet the social skills required to be intimate with a man less so.  Hibernation is my go-to.

As of a fortnight ago, I am getting my strength back. I am noticing men again, my eyes flitting towards bulging crotches, blushing if I get caught, wry smiles have replaced the look of fatigue.

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