The last hour has been spent googling that one ex who has seems to have dropped off the face of the earth, and why? A cross between curiosity and procrastination.
This is the year that I have had to let Quiet boy, what with his expiration date passing unnoticed. I am not looking forward to Jason's return knowing that the next time I see him will probably be for the last time, since he has been away I haven't missed him, not in my head, heart nor loins never mind a combination of these.
Although, the last few months have at times been upsetting, arousing, heart-breaking, exciting, and full of spunk, I have learnt more about myself, my wants, my needs and my desires than I could have foreseen.
I feel happy and content without that inner-frustration I had previously subjected myself to.