Diary entry from January 2008
I am in a relationship, a loving relationship; there's just not enough physical loving... The thing is I'm not happy. If this what content feels like, what a disappointment!
I keep daydreaming about having an affair, and fantasising about it increasingly more often. Recently I have been asked out a few times by strangers, one or two old flames have reignited their presence and some established offers are still on the table. I obviously turned each of them down but I am tempted.
A week later I did cheat and started the motion to end the loving yet sexually inadequate relationship.